Sad :'(

Is there a better place,

To be right now,

Than to be home,

Listening to the crickets’ sounds,

Outside the windows.

Is there a better place,

To be right now,

Than in the bed,

Closing my eyes,

Falling into a deep sleep,

To forget about the days,

Forget about the nights,

Forget about you.

Heartbroken,

Nothing better than to sleep,

To forget that you are gone,

To forget your lies,

Forget the way,

You told me,

You never loved me,

Forget the way,

You looked at me,

When you left me,

I want to forget,

I want to leave this world,

Close my eyes,

Fall to sleep to stop the heart,

From beating.

I block my ears,

From hearing the sounds,

Like your voice,

Like when you sing to me,

Those lovely songs,

They sounded to tender,

Now they kill me,

They hurt me,

I don’t want to hear anything,

Don’t want to hear the waves,

Hitting against the sand,

Don’t want to hear the birds,

Chirping outside the windows.

Don’t want to see my face,

Don’t want to see you,

Don’t want anything,

That has to do with you,

I want to close,

I want to block away,

The world to stop the pain,

In my heart.

I want my heart to stop beating,

To stop bleeding,

From your words,

Your lies.

Fitri, kenapa you buat i macam ni? Apa salah i? Berapa kali you nak buat i macam ni? I dah cukup bersabar dengan you. Apa lagi yang you tak puas hati dengan i? I dah buat semua yang you nak. Kenapa mesti you nak sakitkan hati i? I ni sapa dekat you? Kalau dah tak sayang i, just tell me. Kalau you rasa perempuan lain lagi better dari i, just go to them okay! You just make me hurt Fitri. I love you ever so much but why you do like this to me? You tak ada perasaan ke? Just imagine if i buat benda yang sama macam you buat, ape perasaan you? Im tired to be honest with you Fitri! You suruh i percaya dekat you but you still buat perangai, huh. Thanks a lot Fitri :'( 

Just want to let you know that I LOVE YOU EVER SO MUCH FITRI!